Friday, August 13, 2010

Weeeeee

What do you do when you heart aches so much for that one person and...there's not a damned thing you can do? What do you do when all you want to do is place a big life-sized band-aid across that person's heart to mend all that is wrong?

I am almost to my breaking point. You military wives know what I mean...everything that can go wrong, has gone wrong...one more thing and you swear you're going to retreat into the fetal position for the remainder of deployment. But of course, you don't. We don't. I won't. I will continue to endure, as a sailor's wife must.

Wipe your feet on my shirt before you bruise my heart, cruel, harsh world.

It's been awhile since my last post. I have tried to sit down and write a complete thought...and it just doesn't work. The thoughts in my head are like a train station run amuck during the holiday seasons...no path, no directions...several false starts, and no "umph" to organize and actual route.